I took Charlie to his endo appointment yesterday. It was the first time we didn't come with an unraveling scroll full of questions. I had no questions because I believe they have no answers.

It's not that Charlie is doing so poorly. His latest A1c of 8.2 was his best ever. But his numbers have been rough since school started and patterns have become difficult to spot.

A pair of medical students entered the room with big smiles and lots of questions. I couldn't help sounding very matter of fact and slightly defeatist.

"Yes, we're counting carbs correctly. Reading labels, subtracting fiber, all that fun stuff," I said.

"Yes, we have the Calorie King book."

A social worker came in next. She looked young - like she just came from cheerleading practice. (READ MORE)