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Categories: Type 1 Type 2 Insulin & Pumps Emotions Real Life
Tags: depression diagnosis helplessness
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When I woke up this morning I didn't notice anything different. I heard my kids running around getting their stuff together for school. I sat up and walked directly to the bathroom to shave and shower as I do every day. I turned on the water and sat my pump on the counter just like yesterday and a lot like tomorrow.
Before I wet my face I caught of glimpse of myself in the mirror and stared at the infusion site on my stomach. I saw this medical device stuck to me like an IV or something. I noticed the curliness of the 43" tubing running from the site to my pump. I looked at my face and saw a tired guy. A guy that has a lot of choices and plans foiled because of this disease. (READ MORE)
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Categories: Type 1 Type 2 Insulin & Pumps Highs & Lows
Tags: infusion problems infusion sets pump disconnects
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I knew that walking around the huge Texas airport carrying two pieces of luggage would be strenuous. I also knew that the stress of making a flight and worrying about forgetting things would be a factor. So I lowered my basal by two increments about an hour before hitting the airport.
When we finally made it to the terminal, I checked in at 150. Perfect. I wanted to run a little higher than normal to avoid a low. I didn't bolus and kept my basals the same.
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Categories: Type 1 Complications Emotions
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I should start this post by saying there is a history of heart disease and stroke in my family.
My father, at 43 had a heart attack resulting in a quadruple bypass surgery. The doctors at the time of the surgery told him that had he not quit smoking eight years earlier, he'd be dead, given the condition of his arteries.
My maternal grandmother, who struggled with insulin dependent diabetes (we're unsure if it was actually type 2 or LADA) and its complications, for the last 35 years of her life, died at 62 of a massive heart attack.
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Categories: Type 1 Type 2 Highs & Lows Complications Emotions Real Life
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Views: 597
The start of every semester is difficult. Getting back into the groove of school can be daunting. Some are worse than others though. And this semester is on that list of worst semesters.
I'm behind in every class. I've missed weeks of some of my classes. The lab that I'm supposed to be taking...I've never been to. Assignments are beginning to pile up. Tests are starting next week. There's just too much to handle.
I know that I could have pushed myself harder. I know that this is a big chunk of my own fault. Yes, the fatigue has been incredibly rotten. My blood sugars have been bouncing up and down. I've had migraines for days on end. And just the general malaise and lack of motivation are enough to make me crawl into bed forever.
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Categories: Type 1 Type 2 Insulin & Pumps Emotions Real Life
Tags: constant thoughts diabetes burn out
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I'm burnt out on the constant diabetes thoughts that run through my head, even when I'm not consciously thinking about diabetes. I'm so tired of everything I do being followed with a diabetes related thought. I wish that other people could understand how present diabetes is in my life.
When I work out, I don't just get to de-stress my body and burn calories. I get to plan basal rates, meal times, and blood sugars around my workout.
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Categories: Type 1 Insulin & Pumps Children Real Life
Tags: site change
Views: 1123
Getting ready for work this morning and listening to music as I often do, it was hard not to notice the striking juxtaposition of what was happening in the next room and the gorgeous melody filling the kitchen air. This morning it was "Cold Water," sung by Damien Rice and Lisa Hannigan.
Cold, cold water surrounds me now
"You’re hurting me!"
And all I’ve got is your hand
"Ow! You’re hurting me!"
Lord, can you hear me now?
"I’m not trying to, Charlie. Please try not to move!"
Lord, can you hear me now?
"Wait!"
Lord, can you hear me now?
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Categories: Type 1 Children Real Life
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Views: 450
Charlie's rates for head massages are the following:
25 cents for a five minute massage; 50 cents for a 20 minute massage; and $6 for an hour-long massage
I went with the five minute massage last night before finding out that I could have gotten a 10-minute massage for the same price. Dammit! My heavens though, that kid has some magic fingers; worth every penny. As is his policy, he uses winter gloves because he says, "hair is oily."
"Why is there like no hair up here," he asked, while working his thumb into my temple and then pounding the top like a timpani drum roll.
"I don't know," I said, slurring my speech in a deep state of relaxation. "You know, when you're my age you might have the same head of hair."
"How long has it been?" he asked.
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Categories: Type 1 Insulin & Pumps Emotions
Tags: emotions pump Supplies Terminology
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I called my supply company today. A very good company that provides me with all of my pump supplies - including batteries and IV preps - thank you very much! Here's how the call went:
"Hello, this is Nicole Purcell calling, I'm due for my supplies so I'm just calling in."
"Oh, OK, hold on a second."
I hold on, hearing her type-type-typing.
"Oh, you're a pump."
"Excuse me?"
"You're a pump, just hold...o..."
"Excuse me, before you transfer me, I need to tell you that I am not, in fact, a pump. But I am a person that wears a pump..." Letting that little gem hang out there for an uncomfortably silent few seconds. "Hello, are you still there?" (READ MORE)
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Categories: Type 1 Type 2 Emotions Real Life
Tags: emotions thoughts
Views: 5173
To describe diabetes in three words is very difficult. That's because at any given time, your thoughts and feelings about this disease are changing. So I guess one word that comes to mind is unpredictable . It is important to note, however, that with better control comes more predictability. I think I view my diabetes as little bit more unpredictable because I have trouble keeping my sugars regulated. I feel a person who can maintain an A1C of 6 can predict their blood sugar a lot more accurate than a person with hemoglobin of 8. Maybe I'm wrong though. Another word that I would use to describe my diabetes is unfair.
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Categories: Type 1 Type 2 Insulin & Pumps Children Emotions Real Life
Tags: children diabetes symptoms diagnosis
Views: 1480
I think I am losing my mind.
Back when I was in High School I never thought about diabetes or the fact that I could get it. I never thought that a disease would sneak into my life and change it forever. It was just not on my radar and not on my parents radar either. They were just as shocked as I was when I was diagnosed.
So now I am the parent and since I have diabetes, it I think about all the time. I hope some parents with diabetes can tell me how you deal with this but I think I am a little paranoid about my children getting diabetes.
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